Another milestone..

Yay me :] I've finished school, not officially, cos my graduation/sign out/formal is AFTER HSC (the way it should be) But you get the drift. Getting my P's and My first car was some this year. Next Years milestones will be: Making it to uni (fingers crossed!) and Turning the Big 1-8. All the more reasons to start fillin' my pandora bracelet again. I had heaps of bittersweet moments this last week of school, filled with parties. I've been complaining my whole school life, but this was it.. I was leaving, It still feels like I should be there or something? It's strange, year 9 was yesterday haha. I still feel like a baby in many ways and I'm a kid at heart, but I've got this huge sense of adventure, curiosity and determination inside, that I don't think I could stay in school any longer!The world is at my feet.. I'm scared, but at the same time excited. Am I ready? Not really, But when the time comes - I will be, I have confidence in that :) It's sad to say goodbye, I know I won't see some of these faces again, But I will truly miss everyone, I LOVE YOU FVHS'09 It's been a pleasure knowing u's & we've jst grown up so much.

Scratch that - the time is NOW, and I should be studying but u know me..
I'll hit the library tmrw, start my studying regime of 12pm-4pm study BREAK 5pm-9pm study.

My blogs been so neglected lately!
A few people have had their formals lately, and lookin' @ pictures it makes me sooo excited about mine! I really...reallly.. really hope that my dress turns out. LIKE REALLY!! I wanna loook glam on the night :) Hopefully everything goes to plan. I'm getting it tailored, the design is inspired by this gorgeous full length, strapless chiffon marchesa gown (below) But obviously I wasn't able to get all the delicate beading that you see on the bodice. So i replaced it with a light brown/gold beaded patterned material. ALSO - the dress is PEACH coloured (similar to font!) which will bring out my tan and it's backless with material attached from the side of the bodice where you can tie it at the back. REAL hard to explain! See the picture below :) I also purchased the cage heels below, cos there SUPERR tall & that's what I'll need for my long dress. ALSO I love them & I'll be able to wear em afterwards :)

Rest in peace & harmony

Life ain't promised and that won't change.. I'ma meet you there some day..

Rest In Peace
Jason Tran
Kevin Phan
1992-2009

This year hasn't been the greatest for our year 12 cohort has it?
It hasn't been the best for me either.

Last friday I found out my mate Jason Tran passed away from a car accident on the horsely dr. Kevin Phan was also in the car, both passed immediately. I haven't seen Jason a while.. I remember we used to speak back in the days, however when i left the group I'd only bump into you every now & then.. and everytime you were always so nice & kind, askin' how I'd been & where I was heading to. I still can't believe your gone, that I'll never feel that kindness ever again, even if i ever wanted to see you I wouldn't be able to now. You had a heart of gold, we didn't have to be close for me to know that. You would jst spread laughter everytime I used to see you at parties. Your truly going to be missed by everyone Jason. Kevin Phan, I remember going to your party and meeting your sister, we've never met properly But i've seen you around, I can see the pain and emptiness you're absence has brought, and I can tell you were a loving friend and brother. Your family is great, and My deepest condolences go out to both families for there loss. I cannot begin to imagine the sorrow of losing such genuine boys, you both definately didn't deserve this, gone too soon..

Rest in peace Martin Dankha, Jason Tran & Kevin Phan. Martin will tc of ya. My heart goes out to close friends & family. You'll be in my prayers. We'll meet again some day.. I know it, like I said jst make sure it's rockin' when I get up there eh? lol Know you's in heaven smiling down. The passing of a friend is never easy.. it's going to be a long process.. and it's a sorrow different from all others you've felt before. It makes ya think about life, that it's so short, and that people jst leave. Thinkn' that it coulda been syd brings me down right down, I would not be able to bear it. To the st Johns & Bonnyrigg people, stay strong & remember that the boys have eachother & they're at peace now- jason & kevin wouldn't wanna see you crying now..
love xx

Growing pains.

Nuh, For real. I'm currently sitting in front of the computer curling up in period pain. So much for an early night! So whats new ? Not much really. Man I've really got to start studying, I just can't control it, I have so many distractions & im such a procrastinator. I'm thinking of bringing my laptop to cab lib tmrw to study after school, that should remove all distractions. We got out UAC books today & it really reminded me how short my time left is at school, I'm like sad/happy/shocked/ so sick of school at the same time? I know I'm going to miss it but right now I'd jst like to get out of school, get out of the country as well :) A nice sunny holiday would do me wonders ! But I can't complain eh? Things are so much brighter than last term, I guess I could say I'm emotionally and mentally at ease now. Reflecting on the last year or so, Jst makes me think how messy things, No doubt I grew & learnt alot. When I think back, I think i just lost myself for abit..Couldn't really see the direction I was moving in, where things were going, so focused on one thing.. I used to always cringe at these things but...... :) yeah, Jst thought I'd say whats on my mind lately.

So I'm pretty sure I'm going to be doing a Business course now, whether it be at UTS or UNSW or USYD, I haven't looked into, but I'm pretty deadset on it, since I guess all my subjects now are social science related, and Business is so broad, I'll decide what to major in later on. I'm even considering doing a combined degree with international studies, So I can study a year overseas :) It'd be nice, take from the experience and all. But we'll see in time.


I've been thinking about my future big time lately, and It always involves wanting to travel. I can also see myself being pretty career orientated aswell & doing a job I actually enjoy, or at the very least I'm good at. Can't really picture myself staying in one place forever - sydney that is ? that's why I'd like to do that int'l studies, I'd also like to take a gap year off to travel, but wheres the money ey ? Lol, these are just random thoughts that fly about. It was like yesterday I was in year 9, Now im going to leave school in 3 months ! I feel like the biggest baby, But I'll be ready when it comes.

Okay the pains are better now, still not good enough for me to go to bed though. Argh. Let's talk more bullshit :) oh, I've been contemplating whether to get Ksubi jeans which I've been eye'ing for about 100 years or to upgrade my car audio system. (okay it's not even an upgrade, More like putting one in, since I've only got front speakers) But I'm leaning more towards the car now, Since it's hard to find authentic ksubi's online, It's pretty easy for me to pick the real ones, But im scared they won't fit now. My car wins this time! I'd also like white rims now, they'd look hot on my white car , and would like car seat covers asap! They would give my interior a huge facelift, Since it's green/blue. Yuck I know!

Aren't these lyrics good people ?
I know that I love you but let me just say,
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way.
No, no, I don't want a broken heart,
I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl, No, No broken hearted girl.
I'm no broken hearted girl

Yeh ok, broken hearted girl was repeated alot of times but it sounds good in when beyonce actually sings it Hahha. The pains are really starting to die out, I'm going to hit to sack again.
Mwa!

It's only wishful thinking until you make it happen, LET'S GO !
(lol melain's inspirational quote of the day)
OH ROFL I got one more " you need to stop boo-hoo'ing over HIM and start woo-hoo'ing over you" Yep okay I get the award for lameness. Ahh this pain is making me talk shit. Byee.

Cry out of joy

Hi everyone :)
I decided I'd blog this particular beautiful sunny sunday afternoon. Isn't life wonderful ? let's embrace all & be amazing today :) hahaha, too much of Diddy's tweets for me. This week was back to school. Anyway, I was having an ugly week this week, I seemed to continually wake up with chinkii eyes and then I think the time of the month is approaching !
I skipped school on friday, since I woke up late.. I was like mehh. LOL so much for attending everyday! That night the girls & us met up with ken & his two mates. All our plans seemed to fail! first the movies, we got there too late, then villawood bowling/lasertag ? which closed when we arrived, FINALLY we went to strathfield Karaoke. Ohh ken got a fine, poor dude! The coppaa was gona "arrest" me for attempting to hold them up as well.. Honestly I wasn't forreal! But he was "in a good mood". I've been so lucky to date ! I havent been busted for driving passengers when its pass curfew, and i've done it so many times. Anyway, Karaoke was fun :) Ken's friend Michael was mega super duper cute! His got a fun personality & all.. and a effing killer bod (xxxtra points for that haha) Nah but the girls obsessed over hiim too much & i'm over it. P.S did i mention he had a girlfriend ? Oopsii.
Saturday the girls went to the chocolate room @ stockies for a chit chat :):)
Sunday so i'm meanto be studying for my trials.. which is. the week after the nxt, ahhH!! But i went to grab subway with my two lil sisters, and they ended up convincing me to go markets (tiffany did the talking & rachael jst nodded in agreement haha!!) and then we went maccas to the playground & omg, they're such chicken shits, but so was I since i hate being static shocked by the plastic equipment, it happend 3 times to me :( anyway I drove home. & i noticed on the elizabeth Dr that two roads on the side were blocked off completely by coppa cars & on the opposite side there was filming crew ? something must've happend, So i'll check the news tonight for that.
I HEART TWITTER ! EVERYONE GO OUT & GET ONE ! I MANAGED to convinced my group of friends how awesome it is & they've all joined he he he.
Going to STUDY NOW !!! mustt. must.

Later :)



"But life's not promissed and that won't change, im'a meet you there some day"

Homeboy, I'ma keep winning

Hi all! Long time no blog , I've been neglecting this thing because frankly, I cannot be bothered. Anyway I'm going to be a boring bitch now & quickly update the last week of my holidays for you enthusiasts who follow & read my blog (nah, jst vee haha) Note: I jst finished my major today! I've been a hermit for the last 3 days, couped up in front of this computer typing for my life, I can't say i didn't have a million distractions though! It's not my best work...or as polished as it should be! I did it in 3 days, i was suppose to have worked on it all year! What can you do eh. Here we go :)
Pick up from.. Monday :)
I went livo library with armin, we went to eat salsa's I tried to show him those delicious nacho fries but who am I kidding, his a little girl on a diet who doesn't eat, so I jst sort of ate while he watched, LOL! I ran into my friend from my primary, - Patricia, we chatted away. Oh mind you I didn't get any work done, i can NEVER do any at the library! It was good to catch up with her.. when I got home i added her on msn, and she told me the news about a certain somebody...
I'M SOO DISSAPOINTED !!! the guy was so goreous, but I'm not a homewrecker.. not knowingly at least, lol, I feel so sorry for his girl!

Tuesday
- The girls & I went to celebrate david cao's 18th @ savanna's. Jst a normal dinner nothing spesh, Everyone else went to pump U18's afterwards (the irony!) but after my fameU18's experience, I didn't wanna go, No one else was eager, SO we decided to do something of our own, jst the girls! We ended up @ livo cinemas watching Ice age 3D! It's aight I guess, $19 (I could of gone imax) !!!

Wednesday
attempt number two at the library ! We went oportos beforehand to eat & chatt a lil, once we got there.. we took like.. what 5 breaks? LOL armin's such a smokaholic and we kept chatting about bullshit like religion and babies?? haha No we weren't very productive at all. Fail.

Thursday
I went parra with sokly, phuc and Tina, It was good catching up with all the girlss! We ended up eating at the foodcourt, and then I went in david jones and got a napoleon perdis kohl eyeliner, since Tina was complaining about my woolly's eyeliner giving her red eye, pssh works fine for me =p Afterwards we went pancakes on the rocks @ northmead, had a few laughs =) On our way home we decided to go wash my car @ the cabra car wash, I KNOW!! at that time it was like 10? But they insisted, I was in a skirt for gosh sakes ! But Tina, being the cute cunt she iss.. did most the work, hehe I love that little ganga homewrecker :)

Friday
Caught up with hoa today ! It was soooo good seeing her again, I've been talking of it for ages ! Anyway, as we were leaving her house.. we approached a roundabout a son of a bitch car hit me in the back.. I can't say how angry I was at the time & If im going to say how i feel this entry will be full of anger. But i got over it quick, The damage wasn't major, I can get it fixed. I didn't wanna let it ruin the day. We went cabra cos she wanted to buy a new mob, She didn't wanna get the webslider.. I SOO wanted her to get it! Lmao, Then we were off to para, We had 2hours to kill b4 movies so we went Nando's... and then Max brenners.. Chocolate overdose, much? We were soooooo.. incredibly bloated afterwards.
The proposal was hilarious! I recommend everyone go out & watch it !! All in all a good day :)

Saturday- Sunday - Monday : Stuck in doors doing my assignment.
IM SO GLAD ITS OVER !
I've gotta say, I had such a happy & healthy holidays by that I mean, i slept in a helllaa lot, I didn't evn get drunk once, haha! Thanks to a bunch of amazing people, You know who you are! Love love :) I managed to pretty much do everything on that list, Besides lookin for a job and studying, none of which i attempted. Lol.
I'm going too try reallly hard to shut out distractions in the nxt 3 months So i can get a decent HSC! I cbf for socialising and meeting new people right now, I'll leave that til after the hsc. Cos we're all going to get shaky after school :):) ooot oootz. Tmrw's the first day back term 3 (but last term for year 12) and I'm up @ 3.15 am blogging. Great start ? It's cos I slept at 9am in the morning today !

Off to bed now, mwa !


LET'S BE AMAZING PEOPLE ! -

5 reasons Why I love Tina Nguyen.

Kayla Did Top 5 reasons why she loved me on her blog & I'm continuing the tradition, But with Tina since I miss her . Don't worry I will do one for all my friends over time...


1. She Cleans My car for me and She's soo cute when she does it !! "ahhh 1 minute left.. AHHH" Vacuuming so hardcore :)
2. When I used to talk about my ex she brings up GUYS SHE THINKS ARE CUTE to distract me, Like .. and .. who she wants me to be with so I can get laos food for her, FAT B*TCH. Even though I've stopped she still goes on about a certain someone..
3. She's the biggest homewrecker but won't admit it !! She's loyal & faithful.. too loyal sometimes :)
4. She's a loudspeaker - SHE TALKS SO LOUD, when We're right next to her.
5. She calls me in her lunch breaks, to ask what's doin..


There all part of the list, Things that I Missss.. (8)
Neyo- Part of the list.

H-h-holidays !

Let me just update everyone on my holidays so far, A week has passed, If i could describe it in one word I'd say it's RELAXING! Nothing huge :P So i`ll jst pick up where I left off with habibs on friday!

Saturday : I was meanto go to the city to try this job @ the markets, though I missed the train. Instead, Me & jens caught up, Ahhh it's been so long & it's good to finally talk :) I've missed her dearly. I picked her up & we ended up eating @ the choclate room at stockies? A new -cheaper max brenner, It's sucha rip off it's not funny :P s'all good, it's close & all! we ended up chatting til about 5 or 6 ? and Then I drove her to jacks in prestons, Haven't driven around that area since i used to school there ! Aww, I miss the nice houses! brings back memories, Said hi to jack, stayed for about 5 mins, Tahlia still remembers me, she's so cute I go.. "do u remember me :) ? " and she's all like " Umm.. was It back at uncle Jack's Old house ?? " and im like AWWWWW. Anyway I drove home, then had dinner with the mum & family @ a laos resturant at ffld.

Sunday : Went to chop my hair with Kayla @ 2fuze canley heights, Though they close @4pm on sundays so we jetted to Cabra Asiam, and they cut about 8cm off my hair, It feels so short now :( But people are still telling me it looks long- it's jst not the same! Anyhow, I'll be getting the wax serum treatment soon which will hopefully give my hair it's shine back. We then drove to oporto's... and kales ate, and I dared her to say " your too cute to be working here.." to this dude, But we chickend out, HAHA.

Monday : Decided really really really last minute to go FAMEU18's music festival with tina & kales, So unorganised! It will be my last thank you very much. I felt so old, I felt like a pedophile looking @ little boys and little kids, music was aight, trance 50% of the time, Danced away. Uhh, went home afterwards :) after grabbing food @ orangegrove of course.

Tuesday : Home ?

Wednesday : Home ? played farmville.. LMAO

Thursday : Livo library, I parked in whoop whoop land & it was a long walk to the library to save me the bloody raughting rates they charge for their carpark! I did NOTHING, I played with Vee's iphone, downloading songs in tap tap rofl, played solitaire on her laptop, nagged her to go get coffee with me, talked - got told off , distracted cathy from her work. LMAO Finallllllly I called Tina & left the lib at 5 to get home, shower and get dressed. Picked up kales & tina & we went to watch harry potter 5 @ the cinemass. 4 & a half stars movie!! It was quite depressing though and ther was about 10 minutes of action only ? OMG WE ate at this new shop in livo called salsa's (not too sure if its new havent been there in ages) and they nacho fries are to die for, we all loved it & can't wait to eat it again. AHHA. Tina the loser wanted to go in the movies 45 mins early the weirdo? Kayla was embrassing as always :L:L . Havent been livo latenight in forever ? Its SOOOOO packed ! All the asian tb's went elsewhere, there were so many lebo's around- evn for my liking !

Friday : THE GIRLS CAME BACK FROM NEW CAL ! I was meant to go to cab library but then had to plan the night so I didn't end up going. Called up a million people. Let me jst say there were so many fails this night ? First hurricanes, Then pancakes on the rocks, Then Buffet @ mounties & then we ended up jst eating @ Cooks hill hotel ! Afterwards we were gona go blue heaven for icecream, But it was packed with OG's so we left to the choclate room @ stockies once again! Thennn, on our way back tina & kales was in the car we went oporto's (giggggles) and then krispy kreme, Jetted home & the girls ended up staying til 2 and chatttting awayyyy :) Dropped them home, showered & snoozed.

Saturday (today): WOKE UP @ 12.10 quickly dressed & drove to canley station, parked & then caught the train to the city to try that job again. I got there & I was told that I'd get a call, since there was another girl already on trial - Woops.. shoulda went last week! ROFL, anyway I got oporto's, It's nice to get out of the suburbs, prettttty peaceful, caught the train back & here I'am bloggggggggggggging!

That's all I'm bothered to write, Cbf to even proof read it, So i may sound TT in some parts.

I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING !